Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

some of the newbies were quite impressive. especially you. haha. JJTAN and I were so impressed. it was an immediate yes. hopefully she doesnt let us down. i did have high expectations for some of them. probably because of the teacher's views and what i've heard about them. but i guess it might have been the tension that they were feeling in the room. i get that feeling. i've been to ga-zillion interviews. if there's such a word as ga-zillion. :D

the day started with those demoralising papers. ): i didnt really expect myself to score an A but i guess i wanted more than a B. okay, i'm not making sense. it's okay i guess. times like these people just dont think straight. the day just got worse. more and more horrible papers. was quite disappointed in my literature tho. but hey ! "my heart leaps up" was tough. so it was okay.

ohmy. im so annoyed now. my whole mood is not swung back and forth. seeing those and talking to cari and cho. sighs- im so glad that i've them to cheer me up. reading our convo just makes me smile but everytime i click and flip, ohplease. i just cant take it. thats why i keep emphasizing that i think there's something wrong. ): i mean... okay, i dont wanna reveil too much too. it's just what i feel, it's just what i think. it's those times when i sit down and reflect. i think through everything. it's not about people but maybe more about me. i'm weird. im telling you i am. thats a statement. thats a fact. : okay shit. im just... okay, there's just no way to explain and elaborate, is there ? i look at her and her and her. all those people around me. they seem to be all fine. they know exactly everything thats going on. urghh. i need my listening ear. but i dont know how to say it. dont know how to open up. -breaks out in tears. why. this is something i really want an answer to. the questions that're popping in my head. there's just so many whys. there's no way i can get an answer to it. something like a rhetorical question huh. urgghh.

something one of the newbies said "a good leader values other people's opinions" -quote, unquote. yupp. so true. so true. something new huh :D

then she flew away.

let your heart out.

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